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18 June 2011 @ 02:59 pm


 
PARTIALLY LOVED LOCKED.

HOWEVER NOT ALL ENTRIES ARE LOCKED I'LL STILL POST PUBLIC ENTRIES. (:


 
 
dawnayyy
22 November 2009 @ 12:35 pm




credits to lj community lightened

this is one of the reasons why I love livejournal so much,
super addictive, i could follow through these commuities for hours.
 
 
dawnayyy
22 November 2009 @ 12:53 am
#9  
Even though today our time spent together was mostly for project,
being able to spend sometime with you is good enough for me.
I hope today was as fun for you as it was for me.
:)

We've made it through nine,
& still counting! <3
loveeexzxz.
 
 
dawnayyy
20 November 2009 @ 12:07 am
swkd  
I miss right now,
I'll never leave,
& most importantly,
I'll never take for granted.

you.
 
 
dawnayyy
20 November 2009 @ 12:01 am
_, I've seen you cry countless of times, be it in terms of relationship or friendship issues, I've seen you getting high and crazy, I've been there when you were happy- like you're on top of the world, or sad when you hit reached rock bottom. I've gotten the honour of your call first whenever you've something important you want to share, both sad or glad news. I was there when you were at your peak, and even when you fell.

I'll dry your eyes, extend my hand over whenever, wherever.
Just don't turn me away, girl.
 
 
dawnayyy
19 November 2009 @ 11:31 pm
<3  
For all my heartfelt words to you,


I’m saying sorry in advance cos this won’t always go to plan
Though we don’t mean to take our love for granted
It's in our nature to forget what matters
How when the going is getting tough
And we’re all about giving up
Things that we never thought we’d gonna say, gonna say them
Things that we never thought we’d play, gonna play them
It ain’t perfect, but it’s worth it
And it’s always getting better
It’s gonna take some time to get it right

(Chorus)
Cause I’m still learning the art of love
I’m still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out for me
Cause I’m still trying to learn the art of love

If I forget to get the door
Remind you that you’re beautiful
I know my detail requires more attention
If I ever hurt you it’s not my intention
Cause we’re gonna make our mistakes
Find out how much your heart can take
But I know that you got my back
And baby I got yours

(Chorus)

Sometimes I’m gonna miss
I’m still learning how to give
I’m not giving up
I’m still learning how to love
Learning how to love…
Learning how to love

(Chorus)

Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
Still trying to learn the art of love
Still learning, I'm still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
I'm gonna get it sometimes, cause I'm still learning
Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
Still learning (art of love)
The art art of love
 
 
dawnayyy
19 November 2009 @ 01:31 am

I wish I could tell _ how misunderstood this whole thing is going, but I am not going to cos I am afriad it'll make things woser than it already is. I've nothing against her really, maybe I was a little too harsh on that before, but this was never what I intended. I guess, I didn't really spare a thought for you when I wrote it, never thought of the consequences, or the implications. Never expected she'd find out about this, just like how she didn't expect that I'd know too. I guess life always comes with unexpectations, and saying this, I should have therefore learnt to think about consequences before putting that up. It just didn't occur to me, and now I've caused you to be in such a situation.

I should have known better than to let my emotins take control of my actions.
 
 
dawnayyy
17 November 2009 @ 11:36 pm
I am exhuasted, I feel like I could fall asleep in a matter of minutes. Left doing UCCD CA1, i swear I could kill it because there's so much to do for research and the writeup. Looks like sleep would be an average of 4 hours per day only. :(

I've gotten very excited for my brother's prom coming up soon, I wanna help my dearest bro dress up. HAHAH, this, is the exciting part. & I just heard not too long ago (my sis & bro's outside talking now) that it's at Grand Corpthorne Waterfront Hotel, near Zouk. & it so happened that I was telling myself this morning that I feel like destressing for awhile, when suddenly I heard my sis say, "I think I'll be seeing you after your prom! " Infer infer -> which actually means that she'd be clubbing on that night at Zouk. =/ Is this a sign or what?

Haiii D:
... Highly likely, work's gonna be my companion so...

Going, I've to get up early to finish up some research on UCCD. sianxzxzxz ttm.
& yes, I REALLY DONT LIKE 'BREAKING DAWN' the book! 8(

b, can you just run away with me?

ps. & yes, it is you. if you're reading.

 
 
dawnayyy
16 November 2009 @ 03:10 am
Emo.  

Tonight's pretty moody for me, my emo button has been switched on, hence all the chinese songs. ): I think chinese songs have alot of emotions in them, even though I might not understand the meaning of every one of them.
 
 
dawnayyy
16 November 2009 @ 03:01 am
KJH,
ARE YOU STILL READING THIS SPACE?
Here's to you, wishing you a zillion luck in th whole worldddd!
KICK THE SIX PAPERS' ASSES! (:



& stop feeling what you're feeling, you know it doesn't help alot, right?
Just do your best & don't regret.
JIAYOUUU, STUDY HARD! 

 

 
 
dawnayyy
14 November 2009 @ 11:37 am
Projects are staring to pile in, D: but I really had quite an eventful week this week and friday ended on a pretty awesome note. (:

Wednesday after school was spent with Eugene, Joshua, Karen, Peixian, Pris, Sengkiat and Zhong, my virgin trip to Kbox! Sang lots of chinese songs, and some english ones and even though I didn't really know how to sing, I enjoyed myself, especially when the jaiho song came up. hahahah. I think I should brush up on my cheena cos it really sucks, I don't know half of the words there. =/ It was really awkward at first cos I've always sang in the bathroom, but never in front of so many people before, and practically everyone was hearing you sing in the room. I guess it takes time to be able to learn how to sing in front of people, esp for people like me who cant sing well. hahaha. After that, Joshua Wk and I met Norman and we headed down to their favourite hangout spot, also known as their second home ....Illuma, while the rest went to NYNY to do the SQM proj(:

On friday, celebrated Weisheng's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEISHENG, YOU'RE FINALLY LEGAL(:

Rajan was super nice to have gotten us a cake from breadtalk, and yes breadtalk cakes are yummy ttm, but they are also expensive): Celebration afterwards, then I did project with Annette in FC6, didn't get much done cos both of us were just so sian. Called my parents about 9 plus at night and found out that they were heading to town to send my sis and bro to meet their friends, therefore I took a bus down to town and met them at about 10 30pm. After which, we walked around town to find food for me cos I was about to die of hunger by then. HAHAH we even went to orchard towers, and it was damn hip with all the angmohs and the thai girls (some of them really hawt! ) and of cos you cant miss them, .... the trannies! (: In the end, we left town finally settled down to thomson to eat cos I wanted to eat proper food, that was about 12mn, and I was on the verge of fainting =/ Home sweet home at one am, almost two. Most exhuasting day in the week, cos I slept at 4am the day beforeee. But even though it was tiring, I was happy, I wish for more outings like this (:

I really appreciate my parents, cos I realised how much they drove all over to find food for me, from town to tanglin to sembawag hills to thomson just to find food that I wanted to eat. Bestest, ever. <3
It's time to head down to Wk's place for project meeting, sigh. Time to get serious with all the projects coming in.
 
 
dawnayyy
11 November 2009 @ 12:44 am
& somehow, i feel everything and nothing
 
 
dawnayyy
08 November 2009 @ 11:15 pm
Think I am getting lazier by procastinating on updating my blog. Sometimes I think keeping a diary a better, it saves me the hassle to come online to update my space, there'll be more privacy and I can decorate it pretty. I still remember keeping a journal during Sec 4 to record all the happenings, my feelings, everything, good bad. (okay, where is this leading to??)

Okay but back to the point, th past few days have been alright, I've been doing SQM project for F&B, and pretty appalled by Cafe Cartel's service, but at the same time I realise they have quite a number of choices with reasonable prices. Apart from that, I haven gotten any work done and I ought to be starting, uhm- maybe tomorrow. Speaking of which, I met Ria again at Plaza Sing for the 2nd time in a month! How very coincidental, since she stays at Marine Parade and I at AMK. We talked for a while at Cotton on. She's still as psycho as ever and even though we hadn't seen each other for the past 3 years (besides the last conincidental meeting) we still mocked and laughed at each other like nobody's business. How I miss my secondary school days with friends like her. (:

Just a random note again, I saw a pair of nice, acid wash black or (you could call it) grey demin short at CO which costs ard $39.95 and now I can't stop thinking about it. But, I've spent so much on eating at NYNY, Cafe Cartel, Billy Bombers and Swensens, now I've no capital for the shorts. ): Apart from that my life's mundane as it can be.

I feel like asking my parents to buy some MIO teevee programmes on season dramas for me to watch. I've checked it out, think it'll cost at least 20 bucks for one series of a season. =/

Oh well.
 
 
dawnayyy
08 November 2009 @ 12:42 pm
This Is It the movie is so damn awesomee!

Go catch it if you haven, loved it ttm.
 
 
dawnayyy
03 November 2009 @ 11:10 pm
Currently finding songs for shuf now, tsk. I expect a reward tomorrow! HAHAHAHA. :D

Anyway, today was a pretty good day, even though tuesdays can be really dreadful, I still manage to pass it quite happily today. Since it's getting late and I am plannign to blog tomorrow, I'll just summarize what I did today then eleborate tomorrow or something (if I can be bothered ) so I wont forget (:
 
- Today went frolick with Meimei at holland V, was a totally impromptu decision but I loved it!
- Slept in Lecture cos it was really unbearable ttm, one of my first few times sleeping in lecture. (nothing to be proud of, though)
- Accompanied baby <3 and friends to bbdc half way.
- Met up with mei's friend just now, and then with evadne and aster first since they were early.
- Shopped at CO, then walked over to see the subaru impreza challenge over at ngee ann city plaza, and just nice when we walked there, there was a winner!
- Walked over to cine for dinner, went to the sushi place and ate like nobody's business. hahah.
- Bill was awesome, we were all full but it was less than 10 bucks per person (: I on budget lahh.
- Tradition still stands, and we headed over to neoprintzxz, damn old school haha.
- Cam whore in the photo booth after taking neoprintzxzx, fun ttm :D
- Went home, and tomorrow it's lunch at NP yayyy.

Okayy gonna sleep noww (: will update again tomorrow with photos, hopefully I'll recieve them by tomorrow.


-
 
 
dawnayyy
02 November 2009 @ 11:16 pm

IM NOT A PERVERT !!! D:

I emo already la.
 
 
dawnayyy
01 November 2009 @ 06:18 pm

Was contemplating on whether I should put Send it on or Automatic as the first song on my playlist here. Oh well. In the end, Automatic's the choice but Send it on is next after this, still love them equally.

My halloween was spent with Joshua, Meiyi, Nette, Norman, Pris, Wk and Zhong at Nette's church BBQ yesterday. Thanks for the invitation Nette, it was gooddd. I was suppose to meet Dan & Co yesterday but I didnt get to do so cos they changed location from town to bukit timah instead of the suposed holland where I was suppose to meet them. That's why in the end I didnt leave at all cos town/ bukit timah was too inconvenient for me. I've missed two sessions with them already, due to my schedule. ): 

It was pouring like nobody's business, almost everywhere was flooded yesterday. Thank God I actually went back home specially to change to my slippers (cos I was in shoes) because I felt so uncomfortable wearing shoes. It was a good decision in the end, because there was a heavy downpour and it'd be even worse if I had shoes on. Headed to Nette's place after the bbq, stupid norman and zhong were betting on what time I'd fall asleep, but hahahaha, I managed to stay awake until 4 plus, instead of the 2 something that they thought I would. Played monopoly, and being very noob, I just "gong gong" sit down there and ask alot of questions because it's my first few times playing monopoly in 19 years of my life. As in, I didn't know the proper rules of the game. But I slowly got the hang of it, i think I could get addicted to it! After that was a few rounds of poker then I got bored of it, quit half way and read manga (omg, can you believe it, cos im always so against manga.) till I fell asleep on the couch in the living room. That was about 4 plus.

The guys continued to play till 5,6 or 7 in the morning, not too sure. Then we woke up at 12 plus, and again, monopolyed.(: Norman kept owning tsk, from yesterday till today. Had to end the game half way cos Nette had to make her way down to church for dance.

Anyway, I wanna take up dance lessons, as mentioned in one of my post earlier, regarding ballet or lyrical jazz. Anyone interested to do any kind of dance? ( not necessarily ballet of lyrical jazz) Really feel like, I miss ballet, afterall I've been there for 10 years of my life. ):
 

 
 
dawnayyy
YAY, OMG. Finally, I changed my skin. Wanted to do that since day one when I started using LJ but I just haven learnt it yet. Not easy kayyy. (:

Anyway school's pretty tiring as usual, what can I say? Still bearable though, but not till the projects come in. Yesterday was spent at Jurong Point with Joshua, Meiyi (and her bandage toe! HAHAH), Nette, Norman, Shuf, Weekiat and I for lunch during our 3 hours break. Guys went arcade, while we girls went shopping on our own. Then we went for an extra SQM talk about professional imaging. It was pretty much interesting, except that I fell asleep half way (I DONT SLEEP IN SCH usually!) when the presenter talked about makeup for the eyes, stupid sengkiat woke me up, i think he wanted me to listen to the talk cos maybe I would learn something from it. hahahah. After that, went home first, changed and went out again wanting to catch a movie, but since all the nice movies came out today, we decided to save our money for the movies released today. I've so many movies I wanna catch! :D

As for today, today was still the same boring thursday. 

Since I came home earlier, I pampered my face with mask and eye pads.(: I was telling my mom just now how I wanted to start using anti-aging products soon, maybe by next year, and my mom responded by saying I could use her skin care products! -.-. i swore I wanted to !!! her. I certainly hope she was joking.    

I just remembered my plans for halloween are still undecided, and it's begining to bother me much. I guess I know how it feels like, when everything's so unconfirm and it gets really irritating cos I've so many tentative plans.

SHINGZ. ):
 
 
dawnayyy
26 October 2009 @ 10:36 pm

Effing tired, and I think I accidentally paralysed a poor beetle just now cos I was frustrated that it kept flying in my room. ):

And I am super grumpy now, besides being tired to the core after having 3 hours of tuition straight, having the time of the month, my abdominal cramping like shit, feeling faint for these various reasons, I don't like any songs that the radio's playing now, in addition, D:< HRM tutorial is being unkind and I don't even know how to answer any of the questions,
-(insert more rants)

....I shall head to bed soon. 

It'll be better to end my miserable molly monday fast and maybe I'll wake up to do my tutorial then.
 
ithinkmysentencestructuresucksbutohwellnevermindicantevenformulatemythoughtswellnow.
itsalllinkingintolongsentenceslikethisnowbecausemybrain'scockedup.
ineedsomereallygoodsleep.byebye.
 

Anyway swk<3, I know I've been pmsy way to much now, I hope you understand but I am not gonna let this become an excuse if I became too unreasonable. I am really sorry that you've to be the one to take all my shitty attitude, I would try to control my temper and attitude more. ):

 
 
dawnayyy
25 October 2009 @ 11:15 pm


The first week of school started this week and today marks the end of it. As far as I can remember, the week was a little of an emotional rollar coaster for me, I guess I still need some adjustments back. But it's been pretty good to me so far. I remembered starting off my past two semester not in a very good one, so this time round, I think it started off better than previously. Maybe the lessons I've learnt during the holidays somehow helped me look at situations in another different perspective and it's because of that, I find myself being more kan de kai in certain things? Hahaha, Idk.

I hope things stay this way. So being the always-after-12midnight-child, I am coming home earlier than I usually do, so I've no reason not to do my work. Now I've more free time to myself and for my family, and mommy's very pleased about it.(: But, not forgetting that weekends are with swk<3.

Right now, my greatest challange is actually for me to start on an exercise regime. I think I am really really lazy in that aspect, I've procastinated for so long. It's time to get started once I settle down on my timetable and stuffs. We shall see how.

The sem's gonna be one hell of busy schedules piled up with project works and tutorials. Teach me how to cope! =/